Day two starts out a lot easier. Mostly because the first thing you think about when you get up in morning isn’t that this is the first day you have to do without smokes. In fact…yesterday it was always there in the back of my mind. All day. I can’t go have a cigarette…you know how old that broken record gets?
But today, there were times of silence. Now I’m not saying I didn’t have cravings or whatever. I guess I would compare it to being broken up with by a significant other. The first few days after, they are all you think about. Then you realize it’s been a whole 2-3 hours since they even crossed your mind. Ok, so smoking is a little more extreme…but it’s the best analogy I could come up with. J I think that not focusing thing might still be a problem.
It kind of makes me wonder what I was like before I started the smoking. Was this bouncing off the walls normal for me, or is that just the withdraws? Um, yeah, I have enough anxiety without psycho-analysis now. Lol.